2017 is coming to a close and for the first time in a long time, I can reflect and be proud of the year gone-by.
I am still married to my best friend who shows me every day just how incredible of a human being he is. With so much strength, determination and heart. Who is also entering 3 years cancer free! *Dances* :)
I still have a job that I absolutely love that brings me joy and challenges me to be creative.
I have a wonderful family and a great group of friends. I've met even more fabulous people this year and created new bonds that I know I'll cherish for a long time to come.
I can also look in the mirror and be proud of the person staring back at me. I did something this year I haven't done for a very long time and that is putting myself first. Allowing myself to matter. And taking pride and care, to be a better version of myself.
My weight loss journey has been challenging. I have discovered the wonderful world of plateaus but thus far I have hit the 90 lbs mark! Granted, Christmas added a few back on but I will work them off. I have a very long way to go and I know it's going to take time, hard work and dedication but I also know I will keep going. How do I know that? Because I will never, ever let myself feel like I used to.
I have energy now. My back doesn't hurt nearly as bad. I enjoy the thrill of progress - even when the scale isn't cooperating. I measure progress in so many ways. When I get on the treadmill to jog and I remember the days I couldn't even last walking for 5 minutes at a slow pace due to back issues. Now I am jogging and feeling great.
I have pants I can't keep up and shirts that don't cling quite as tight. I haven't lost enough to notice major changes or need a new wardrobe but - give me time!
I never post these pics but for accountability sake.The image on the left was after losing 20 lbs. The image on the right was after losing 90. Slow and steady wins the race.
I hope and pray 2018 brings my family and friends good health, happiness and the opportunity and ability to smash more goals, explore the world and create memories!
